Helplessness

Have you ever felt pain? Not that pain caused by the kick or punch, or the pain that occurs from the rude words or bad attitude? No. I speak about the constant poignant and killing pain. It does not happen very often, I would rather say quite rare, but if you had a ‘luck’ to meet it, you probably are not the luckiest person in the world. You may start guessing what can be the reason for such enormously emotional pain. The answer is quite simple. It is death. But not that death that comes and takes our close people quickly and without any hesitation. You know, it is the best kind of death. I want to tell you about another death. The death, that is always near to you. You see her everyday, and you feel her every minute. …Your close person is dying. You cannot help him and you cannot change anything. Do you know what is the most painful in this situation? He has a chance to survive. If he wanted it, he would live. But he didn't…